Good morning!
Two people contacted me this weekend because they were concerned about me. One was a text message that simply read, “Are you OK?” The other was an email wondering if they had dropped off my mailing list, “because they hadn’t heard from me in a while.”
And it is true…for the last two and a half weeks I have fallen off the face of the digital earth!
There have been good reasons for this. I spent time in North Carolina helping out my friend Pamela Bruner with her Transform event, followed by attending the WDS conference in Oregon.
Oh yeah, and I moved to my new home, Brooklyn, NY in the middle of all of that.
And truth be told, only part of the reason I have been out of touch is because of all this craziness.
There is another reason…but for that you will need a little background.
The Last 6 Months
I don’t know if you have noticed, but over the last six months the emails I have been sending you and the things I have been writing about have been changing, although the topic has been the same: tapping and stopping self-sabotage.
What has changed is the way I have been talking about it all. Very slowly the things I have been sharing have become increasingly
personal. I have been writing in a much more specific way about my own struggles and my own tapping work.
This has happened for two reasons.
First, it is a reflection of the change in me. Since the first of the year I have changed the way I do my personal tapping and
amazing healing is taking place. As this transformation takes hold in my own life I am finding that I am much more comfortable in my own skin, which is allowing me to be more honest with myself, with my loved ones, and with you my readers.
Second, I have found that when I am more personal I am a better teacher and you get more benefit from what I share. I am no longer talking just in general terms about healing, but can point to specific examples in my own life.
The Other Reason For My Absence…More Change Is Coming
The other reason I have been on a bit of a break is because I have been doing some internal recalibration (and the move to a new city has helped this process along). I have decided it is time to stop making gradual change. It is time for my work to represent more accurately who I am.
Once I made that decision (about a month ago) I have been working on my own courage to implement the change. I have been clearing out worry and anxiety about how all this will be received by people like you.
What Will Not Change
There are a number of things that will not change. You will still hear from me regularly. New podcasts will come out every Wednesday. Every weekend a new article or video will be published.
In many ways it will be business as usual.
What Will Change
There are few things that you will notice.
You will probably hear from me more frequently. I don’t want to be a gentle, occasional reminder that you need to be tapping. I want the be the standard-bearer showing that we want to see transformation in our lives then tapping is something to be taken seriously and done regularly.
I will be getting much more personal about how tapping is and is not working in my own life. As I stated above I think this is going to be a win for everyone.
I will be asking you to do more. Gone are the days of “here is a nice tool you might want to try at some point”. Of course I won’t be mean or harsh but I WILL be encouraging and calling you to take more action.
How Will You Respond?
I have no idea. Really, none.
You might be one of my readers who will love the change and you will feel supported, loved, and challenged. And because of it you
will take more action.
Or you might be one of my readers who will find it annoying, a bit overwhelming, too personal, unprofessional, or maybe just too much.
However you feel, I want you to make the best choice for you in how you respond to the changes.
I Need To Do This!
After a lot of soul searching this is what I need to do to be myself more honestly and more authentically. I need to do this to be of more service in the world.
As I write this I am at peace with this decision and my desire is to be the best I can be for you.
If you have any questions about the changes in the site, the newsletter, or in me please feel free to drop me a note. All you have to do is hit reply to this email and I will receive it.
As always, let me know what I can do for you.
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Nancy Lowe says
Go Gene! You are honoring yourself and your truth. This is to be congratulated and what we all aspire to do. Evolution is a beautiful thing.